The Path We're All Meant For

I guess I'm going to turn this into a real life blog instead of writing, 'what if' scenarios.

I'm headed to an interview this afternoon at 3:30pm in Ft Worth, TX and as I was sitting up in bed last night, all I could think about was if this was the next door that God would open up for me. It sounds like a great job, the only concern, or concerns I should say, is the hours and the pay, the rest of it sounds right up my alley.

I talked to my girlfriend last night about it, told her how nervous I was because I haven't done an actual interview in seven years. What would I say? Would I be nervous when I'm actually being interviewed? Would I slip on my words or stumble in what I'm trying to say?

There are so many questions that go through my mind and even as I sit here at work this morning at 8:50am CST, I'm still nervous, still trying to go through in my head what I'm going to say or trying to imagine what questions they're going to ask me.

But then I'm reminded of something I had to do last week, having to find every single word and make sure it all came out right. I had a good friend of mine pray over me as I sat outside the restaurant and part of his prayer was that a peace would come over the table, that there would be no concerns or issues.

God heard that prayer and that's exactly what happens. I didn't stumble over my words once. I just felt that God was just wanting me to open my mouth and be confident and He would do the rest, and do the rest He did.

Now I'm looking for that same confidence again and it came in the form of my amazing girlfriend, telling me that I have a great personality and that I can talk to anyone. It's amazing how much you begin to believe in yourself when other people believe in you as well. So, I'll walk into that interview this afternoon, believing that if this is His will, if this is the next door He wants me to walk through, that He'll let me know. He'll give me the peace of the Holy Spirit and either let me know that it's ok or that I need to continue to trust in Him and that he'll bring me to the right place.